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hey... somethin went into me recently.... i dono wat happen but this is wat i hav encounter.... i hate goin to sch becos of the time-table... almost everyday got at least 2 hrs break... monday n friday is the worst... monday 3 hrs, friday 5 hrs.... if u were me wat will u do?? lol... on the other hand i don wish to fail ani more modules again.. so i guess i hab to force miself to go sch... haha... aniway i got this strange vision... its when jun wei, mi bb friend told me abt trainin miself to jump higher... and when i saw yao peng, mi church friend body full of muscle jumpin so easily to touch the rim of the court... this insipre me alot to train miself up to his stand man.. lol... i start doin workouts s teach in the website... doin like mad man... cant even stand properly wid mi 2 legs now... guess the work out realli help buildin mi muscle.... tml goin to GYM wid mi parents... wana realli do all i can to improve mi ability and appearance.. LOL... i got this dream yest nite which make mi so excited abt it until i cant slp.. which resulted in tireness durin church services... i dream tat i dunk infront of all mi BB friends and all was shock... i was shock too and tats y i woke up out of the sudden... LOL... mayb 1 day i will bcome 1 of the shortest guy who dunk... lol... nth is impossible wid GOD's hand... Lol.. i can do all things becos he who is in me is GOD himself...
Hehe... this pic nice?? from this pic.. u can illustrate alot of things... this place is where we always play... we='team Miricle' haha.... how i wish we can go back to old times.. play bb is just a leisure to all of us... but now.. in every match we wana win, if cant win den will show bad mood and so on... the atmosthphere change man, dono if its good or bad... it make mi hate playin basketball.. haha...
This court is the best court in woodlands... proper net, nice environment.... got shade all over... got good pple... but ther is sumthin bad abt here is tat alot of pple from other court come here n do all sort of dirty tricks, tryin to hurt pple and all tat.... almost every court got a few grp of pple actin big and all tat... of cos this court got, but they low profile 1.. so also nobody care, who can win, who will stay... it seems to b the rule here in 369.. haha
Hey... hehe... haven blog for a few days... got a few reason to it... 1stly... i too tired to do it.. 2ndly, it gota do wid mi spiritual and mental thinkin... hav been play BB for the pass few nites wid mi BB KAKIS... and 1 nite, one of mi friend ask me if got trainin on sat mornin anot... den i tell him no pple come got trainin also useless.... wat makes an impact is wat he say next...' the show haven start den end liao??' this is the question he ask me... which make me realli ponder on it... i rmb how hot i was on this BB team... it was a vision tat god gave me durin EMERGE... and now i am here already gave up more den 3/4 of it... i hav seen god's vision but i did not let it come to pass... i was unable to overcome failure... i hav fail once but i am scare tat i will fail again... haix... today cell grp was great n the god's pressence was great too... its oni when amanda speaks abt fulfillin our vision given by god, i started to feel god is so near to mi veri breath... the image n words tat mi friend was askin me keep on repeatin in mi mind.... i dono wat god realli wana tell me... later joceline call us to think abt wat god is showin in our mind.... den i find out tat god wana me to b a leader of mi grp of friends, bringin dem the good news( gospel).... u all can say, i think too much... but god's pressence is realli too real to deny... can u imagine the rm is not cold n i am feelin goosebumps all over mi body?? tats how real.... come back to subject, but how do i let this team come back to life?? the same thing might happen again?? wats this team for at the 1st place tat may attract pple to come back?? i am sure god has prepare somethin for us.. but wat is it?? i realli wana bring it back... but i don wana feel stress?? i knw its impossible... haha....
Joceline, sorri for today when u ask if ani1 got sumthin to share on wat god has show us den i nv share... i just dono y.. mayb i am unsure, mayb i am afraid, mayb i am embaress... i knw i shld'nt but i got some of this feelins at tat time, i don like pple to see mi as a failure... when i was being embaress infront of so many pple in super-star competition audition.. i tell miself tat i will not go into competition animore... cos i am afraid of failure of mockery... i knw u guys wont mock at me... but its sumthin tat is fixed in mi mind... i am a person who like to share abt mi things... but the thing i lack is confident... it happen in bb court also... i look like one of the worst player amoung mi grp of friends... i don hav advantage in BB... i am neither tall nor fat... i am just fast... wat can mi speed bring me to?? i knw alot pple don like to team wid me... so i try to find excuses to go home early... friends don blame me.. i don wana let u guys to lose a game bcos of mi.... mayb 1 day i might quit BB just like mi bro... lets just see wat is really prepared for me.... Joceline.. i believe our cell will grow n multiply.... don b discourage... being a leader is not easy.. being a GOOD leader is tougher... i believe and i can see, u r a great leader tat is still being mould by god... so go all the way... hehe.... such a long post adds up to last few days de post liao...
Today quite boring... wake up at 11 den head for sch... mi sch today most sian 1.... start at 1 end at 2... imagine i go sch for 1 hr den go there listen oni... haha... can say is a waste of time... or rather, a trap tat will tempt me to pon sch.... haha... the good thing when u hav friends in the same course as u and take different module s u is... can exchange books after 1 sem... lol... got mi books for this sem from mi friend... he also got mine...
1 of mi friend always tell me...'sport car, whenever i see u play basketball, u always got injured'. and true enough, i got injured today... lol but its not tat serious la... 8 out of 10 times i would get miself injured.. mayb becos of mi size ba... but i just don care what injuries i had... i wana play well... i wan to b 1 of the best if possible.... pple call mi sports car is not for show 1... i will show dem wats the 'sports car' like speed when i got mi new shoes in november.... haven been wearin shoes when playin BB... so pple tot mi speed slow liao... watch out pple... HAHA
This is mi statement of wat i experience on sunday in 368 BB court....
'after watchin kai boon, mi shi fu rejectin 1 of the big guys in RC8, it insipre me alot... i wana to work hard and b stronger.... i wana team wid mi friends again and win pple of the RC8... we won once but tats not enough... we will win them all the time and 1 day, we will replace dem... with mi will i may not b able to do it.. but wid god's will i WILL b able to make it one day'
KAI BOON, i will improve to 1 of the strongest and hopefully over-take u one day muhahaha
Doing sumthin and dare not admit or 1 way or another does not reveal itself=coward....
There are too many pple around this word who fits the defination.... nvm abt it.. just knw who u are n repent when there is stil time for it.. haha...
just nw, i went to mi 2 mei mei hse and watch 'Just my luck' nice and funny movie.. lol... mei mei n ying hong go 888 there rent but not enough age... lol... heng got me ar... hor mei mei... lol...
her hse veri big n nice... got 1 department just for computers, so good... haha, actually mi hse also not bad... :X i promise... tml i will go to sch no matter wat... i shall not pon sch on ani day in this week....
The Haste is gettin more n more... feelin irritated whenever i step out of air-con rm... just hav to blame miself for havin sensitive organs.. lol.. i no need to see the PSI readins i also knw its gettin worse.. mi nose is 1 of the most sensitive sensor of PSI... lol
hey... today so sian.. actually headin for sch 1... BUT... saw mi mei mei msg den i head over to admirity and wait for her... haha.. think she still slpin,cos i waited for around 1 hr callin up her HP den nobody ans...guess wat kah yen, i think i saw yr bro headin for sch haha... i wait until i sian liao den head back home... its gettin rather sian... i dono if is i scare to make new friends or wat... mayb i am afriad of being alone in sch... can u believe it, i am afriad to go sch?? lol... btw, saw this anonymous taggin me... if u think u can provoke mi or wat-so-ever yr intension is, let mi tell u.. u failed, cos i will nv b held back by wat u say or do cos i don gib a damn... u can go around n bad-mouth me.. pple knw wat kind of person i am.. so~ if got nth to do... don come here n waste yr time.. do sumthin more meaninful...
Hey... Just made this blog today.. cos at home nth to do and i miss her alot... so thinkin of makin this blog... lol... i veri veri long time no blog le.. but haix... gettin sian.. so this is wat happen lo.. haha... today go sch sian lo... mi time-table all different from mi friends, so i guess i wont b seein mi old poly friends again liao... today lesson 4 hrs... but i go tap card den go home liao... veri sian... dono wat will happen tml... seein new friends again... hard to find good friends like i had last sem... hope i will meet some good n fun pple tml
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