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Yo... so fast and its 2 weeks already... and i am back for 3 days.. Labels: EMO-ED kent
I am nt allow to say anithin regardin the NS trainin..
but i can tok abt mi bunk mates rite.. haha
every1 look different wid their hairs..
after we loose all our hairs.. we look just like the same like each other...
haha... actually i am glad i am in platoon 1 and section 1...
although hav to clean stairs and more walkways.. but... at least mi rm is near the stairs.. and is oni level 2... HAHA...
lets tok abt the pple now...
there is 11 pple in my bunk...
the 1st guy... he is a jap/chi... his dad is a jap n his mom is a chi.. he is quite sociable and funny..
he is FIT also... haha... but he din manage to pass his ippt... he is also my bunk's section IC
the 2nd guy... his face look damn serious 1... like those businessman lidat...actually i don like him at 1st.. but later he start to crap wid us.. den i get to knw him more... a few days ago.. his nose bleed like tap water... scary ok... den he went to medic center and the medic said 1 part of his nose swollen and is dangling in his nose... if the condition is worst...it may b dangling outside his nose... so quite disgusting... he is also the platoon MEAL IC... impt pple
the 3rd guy... he is a malay guy.. and the whole platoon oni got 5 malays.. each rm got at least 1..
out of the 5 malays... this guy is the best man.. he is the JOKE IC which our platoon commader assign him as... no matter wat.. he would nv fail to smile... and his idea is always so weird but creative.. haha..
4th guy... he slp a bed next to me... he is a sign-on regular.. as senior tech... those repair planes 1.. which make him an outstanding guy in the whole platoon... haha.. he is 1 of mi best buddy inside camp... he think alike as me.. regarding arrangement and decision.... he is the platoon IC.. so he need to make alot of decision... sometimes... he would do wat i was thinkin in mi head.. haha... his fitness can say is almost equal as mine... but he need to buck up on his leg muscle...
i respect him ok...
5th guy which is me la.. pple call mi ah beng on the 2nd day already... cos i am like the mos vulgar person in the whole platoon... haha... but i am extremely friendly ok... haha... u all knw alot abt me already...
6th guy... he also slp a bed next to me.. consider another buddy of mine.. always tryin his best to help mi do mi stuff... i appreciate him for refilling mi bottle almost every mornin... haha... his physical condition also almost equal as mine... which makes the 3 of us... like good buddy when we are havin physical trainin... this guy was from JUDO national team ok... so don play play wid him ar... haha
7th guy... this guy is kinda funny la... every1 call him VEGE... cos he is the oni vegetarian in the whole platoon... this guy damn damn impt in mi bunk... cos he is our bunk's alarm clock... if nt for him.. no 1 will wake up on time ok... there is once his clock spoil... den we are late lo... but still appreciate wat he do for us... he sometimes abit GAN JIONG... last few days.. he near chock himself for eatin too fast... haven bite den wana swallow... resultin a chest pain.. so he got himself a few rest days....
8th guy... this is another malay guy.... he abit different from the rest la.. if u wana knw u can ask mi personally la... haha... aniway... nth much abt him la... just tat he is beri close wid the VEGE and hmmm... he complain abt chest pain b4 our 2nd road march.... and got himself a few rest day also...
9th guy... this guy... damn funny also la...damn skinny la... he is the newspaper IC... every1 will b lookin for him on 8pm onwards.... mi bunk always filled wid alot of newspaper.. lol.... he quite weak during physical trainin.. cos he too skinny already... run 2.4 and strain his leg muscle... so got himself excuse from strain activities... den next day.. he do pull up... and injured his left shoulder... hang there oni and injured.. so u all knw how fragile he is rite... haha
10th guy... this guy... the tallest n biggest in size in mi bunk... actually he nt reali big size la.. cos we all small size.. which make him look big.. haha.. he quite close wid me de... always will see him sticking around wid me... he also full of rubbish 1...always slack slack wid mi behind the roles when doin physical trainin... haha.. quite nice friend also..
11th guy... another skinny fellow... he is damn well known in the whole company... no pple dono him 1... every1 call him AH PEK... cos... he 1st day of trainin already complaining a back ache.. which every1 in mi bunk knw its fake... but he reali hav skin rashes.. so he got himself a 5 days off.. haha.... he look like 1 of the character in Lord Of The Ring... well.. aniway.. he is the next guy who i can relate to regarding the way we speaks... abt the same.. just tat he is abit softer nia... and after his 5 day off... he finally get to train... but during a shuttle run trainin... he slip n fall... and scratches all over his body... and poom.. another few days excuse.. -.-... he is the CHAO GENG IC... haha...
so... from all the info on top.. u knw how many pple is injured in this 2 weeks?
11 pple and oni 5 is nt on status... amazing rite... haha...
i get to book out early... haha.. cos i past mi ippt... whole company oni 8 pple pass... i am 1 of dem... haha... but i oni get to pass.. i am aimin for gold.. and for the 4th n 5th guy.. i believe we shld work together and improve together... rather than keep comparing... haha...
haha.. veri last post b4 i am gone for 2 weeks... Labels: EMO-ED kent
thx for all the meetins and eating wid those who reali rmb me..
and i will b the same guy in 2 weeks time... see u all in wherever i will see u all...
i reali enjoyed mi last day today...
hmmm.. guss this will b my last post b4 i go in Labels: EMO-ED kent
well... I oni left wid 4 more free days...
and i've been thinkin... when i had my freedom... how many pple i hav impacted....
the pple tat i can think of is my basketball team... each and every1 of dem....
i hope for everythin i done for dem... the setting up of team, the BBQs, the chalet, those basketball outing... those winnings... will really make dem feel that we don only happen to knw
each other cos we are playin in the same court... but i wana u all to knw tat we are all beri good friends... and we will still b goin on strong... we are a team for life rite??
many things don seems as perfect as it seems to be... many does nt seems as good as it was expected... but at least we get to knw each other more n more... at least we enjoyed each moments together wid each other....
and all this lead to... the pple who impacted my life the most....
the very person i can think of is kaiboon....
let me tok more abt this guy....
i know him when i accidentally met him in church 1 day...
and after tat church incident... i saw him playin bb in the same court as me...
and well... i knw him for 1 or 2 years till now... and it seems like i know him for very long already
He nv fail to make me laugh... nv fail to do the right things in court.. although his temper abit out of control...
He is the guy.. who pulled me back to church....
He is the guy.. who support me and my decision in the team....
He is the guy.. who regard relationship more than money...
He is the guy.. who always lend me money when i needed it and din ask it back from me...
He is the guy.. who always tell me his stupid and crazy reason for nt doin sometin..
He is the guy.. who always Pangseh me... but i din blame him... nt even once...
He is the guy.. who know what its like to b always alone... just like me....
He is the ONLY guy... who understand me the most....
and there is no 1 else like him...
although sometimes... its like only me n him shootin balls in the court alone... i dono for him.. but i enjoyed those moments spent wid him...
Bro.. if u r readin this... i wan u to knw... now that almost every close bb friends hav gone to NS... and it seems like u are always alone... just like wat u say... a 'SOLO' player... i wan u to knw... i enjoy playin wid u... enjoy being yr friend... and u will always b mi team-mate.... which means you wont b solo... cos i will do the solo job for you... take care my bro... hope to see u in church the next time i book out....
hey i am back alrite... Labels: EMO-ED kent
it has been awhile since i last blog..
and here it goes..
6 more days to go...
to ns...
which left me wid so little time left...
and i just wana spend this little time to do sometin worthwhile and wid some1 worthy...
I came to knw this grp of boys..
they are really boys ok... oni sec 1...
knew them in mi hse bb court... and there is 1 particular boy who caught my eyes
i saw another me when i saw him... of cos nt the looks... but the way he play basketball
which makes me wana teach him the real basketball which i know so far... haha.. wid so little time left.. guess i cant do much aniway... just gona hang around the court man...
just now when i was tokin wid one of the chef in mi work lounge...
he was tellin me abt goin overseas to further his career.. and told me pple are recruitin him..
i tell u.. he really can cook ok...
anyway.. he is just like a dad to me la... fat fat, tall tall, cute cute... really hav got the chef looks..
haha.. he was saying.. if he cant get his PR approval.. den he will move on and do wat he wana do... and i told him wat i feel... i told him... what for wait for the PR stuff to settle.. since he had a plan, a dream.. y nt go do it now? correct? since he stil hav the time to do it.. haha... reali hope he can do sometin big in his life... rather than being a small chef in an airport lounge...
Ok.. next to other stuff...
well.. this few days.. i hav been thinkin... how is it like... to love some1 widout havin ani status wid tat some1.. i always din hav the chance to hav such feelings.. well.. mayb my r/s wid mi previous other gals always seems so successful... hmmm in the get together part i mean alrite...
other than some gals whom i like but din get to b wid dem...
but this time... the feelin is different ok... in this case... i can spend lots of time wid her... act like she is my gf.. u knw.. like always b wid her whenever she needed some1... but i knw she din regard me as her bf... well... mayb she din even consider the fact tat i am always wid her when she needed some1 to bite.. needed some1 to spend her boring times wid.. needed some1 to buy her food... needed some1 to provide her those chi dramas... needed some1 to cheer her up... make some stupid joke and needed some1 to just accompany her to smoke....nevertheless... i knw i don hav much time left already.. just wana spend mi rest of the time wid her hopefully, if nt for the boy i am tokin abt just now... other than that.. i don wana think too much already..
mayb i will b a changed person when i come out... but at least for now.. i am certain for the feeling i had alrite... don come n ask me who this new gal is... becos.. if i wana u to knw.. i will tell u miself...
Kent may always seems alone... but his imagination and his thinkin keep his life ALIVE...
alrite... i am nt as boring as u seems i am.. and i am nt as daring as u guys sees me as... i am shy sometimes ok... mayb u guys may expect more from me.. but i can tell u.. i am always doin my best in watever i am doin for u guys out there... in any area u can name it.. basketball.. church.. family.. r/s.. sch... game... many many more stuff... bcos.. no matter wat i am doin.. i am always thinking abt every1 in mi life.... every1 whom i got encountered wid.. i RMB every single things tat needed to be rmb... this is what keep my life so ALIVE....
1 last thing... this is abt mi real life bro ok...
when we are on our way back home from church... we started tokin abt our family..
most of it. is abt our parents... and how we cope in this family which seems so perfect... but
in actual fact... its nt as perfect as it seems to b... well.. nth is perfect rite...
just wana let him knw... no matter how much i hav to giv in to this family.. no matter who is rite or who is wrong.. i just wana make every decision in this family rite... bcos if WE make ani mistake in this family.. you and i knw.. it will lead to a very bad ending.. which i wont mind actually.. cos i am used to being alone in this hse... but don forget abt those 2 small ones at home.. i knw its all abt whose rite or wrong in yr mind.. i knw you felt betrayed and every emotion it may be for wats happened in the past.. i also felt how u felt... and i knw whats the change in you after that incident... and for that... you took every chance to show the worst truth in this hse... and you nearly cant slp in the same rm as me forever...
in this hse... i may nt b tokin too much.. i may seems nt concern abt ANYTHIN... actually.. i am more concern than you do.. just that.. there is no need to show how much u concern.. bcos they wont care abt how we think.. they only care how they think... for all the things i do in this family.. i din regret every single moments... cos i knw.. if i din do those things in the past... we wont be living together peacefully now... rmb my bro.. your actions in this hse... determind this family's future.. this is my last word to you b4 i go in... you gotta take care of this 2 small 1.. discipline them when it is needed like what i always do... take the responsibility of a big bro when yr big bro is nt around... which makes u LAO ER... this family wont maintain wid oni our parents effort.. its time for u to do sometin already... they are countin you to do almost everythin in this hse... do your best and tok to me when u r troubled...
Hi... am back after the chalet i been planning and tokin abt.... Labels: EMO-ED kent
well... things go according to my plan... everythin went quite smoothly...
and i guess u pple just gotta find yr own plan in the chalet rather than me planning wat you
shld do in a chalet.... all i knw i shld do is to make sure every1 was gathered together and nt feel alone on the last few days...
I was in a bus wid jiahui... when she was slping... i am watchin the tv in the bus... i forget wats the title of the show already... but normally tv program tat catches my attention in a few sec is very rare...
What so special abt this show is, the main character in the show has similar property as me...
we just love to stay alone by ourself sometimes.... hav our own kind of thinkin and way of doin things.... which normally, pple would think that we hav problemS in life... zzzzzz
Haha... din knw that you would read my blog... but its nt impt aniway... wat i blog is oni wat i think... haha... i dono what happen to me in the past few days... i feel so addicted towards something... which i merely can control that addiction... its like the rashes over my body... it itch and i will scratch it even when i knw it will make it worst... i am like falling into a whole of spike yet again... lets hope i will overcome n control the addiction...
You knw Kent will always b a phone call away... you always knw Kent nv fail to reply yr sms or fail to pick up yr call... only when my phone is dead.... den i cant do anithin abt it... Kent will appear b4 you whenever you need him and he don ask for anithin in return other than acknowledge that he is part of your life....
Kent's dying wish shall be.... 'he wan every1 that he knw to rmb him as some1 significant in their life, some1 who change their life for the best'
Kent cant do everythin to please every1 who appear in his life... but trust me... he has always tried his best to make tat happen... even if tat may cost is life, he will be willing to do so... cos he live his life to the fullest... he live to make an impact on others... he live to benefit others and nt to benefit from others..
All I yern for... is a 'Thank you' from you people....
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