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Saturday, October 18, 2008

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i am back...
din update cos i din hav time to do it..
nth much to update also...

so now i am here

i was havin so much fun in camp...
trainin is part and parcel in army camp...
i realise i improve alot in my physical fitness and appearance
meanin u look more men now..

past few days in camp...
i was waitin for msg from some1..
but tat some1 din msg me until i called her n sms her...
its reali kinda disappointing... but its ok..
no 1 owes me anithin aniway... i knw i shld nt expect too much also..
all i hav to do is.. concentrate on wat i am suppose to do.. which is train well in army..

wats the point of missing some1 when tat some1 say she miss u but
din do anithin to make u feel tat she miss u...
wats word without action??
emptiness...

i reali damn tired nowadays..
i hav been pushin myself too hard for the last few trainins...
trainins is the only way i wont think too much..
i wana b the best in camp..
i wana let pple knw i am some1 special...
i wana some1 to be proud of me...
just any1 will do...

Labels: EMO-ED kent

Signing Off On|10/18/2008 11:10:00 PM|

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