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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

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today is mi book in day...
this few days when i am out of camp...
i feel tat alot of things hav changed...

the pple are no longer there...
no longer there for ani1 animore...
every1 is off for their own good already...
doin their own stuff that is nt like in the past animore...

and me? i hav been thinkin of some1... whom i dono shld i do tat animore...
a some1 who is so dearly in my heart...
a some1 who makes me think of her everynow and then...
a some1 who makes my world upside down...

everythin seems to hav change overtime...

feelings...
thinkings...
peoples...
places..

it just seems nt the same animore...
everythin is like hiding in the dark already...
nt that pure n innocent which i once know it to be...

to that very some 1 which is so special to me...
here is for you..
i don dare to think so much animore
i don dare to do anithin much animore
i don dare to giv in much animore...

cos i am no longer sure whats the very next damn thing that is gonna happen
everythin seems hiding in the dark between me n you...

Loving someone whom you Love is Not Hard but to be The Lover for someone whom u Love is really Very Hard...

this is what i realise gal...
i can wait... but i forget...
its not easy for you...

gal... you knw who you are..
you knw everything single feelings i had for you
and u knw that i will be still waitin for you...

but 1 thing u dono is.. i feel so insecure.. which is driving me crazy..
baby i love you... but do u love me the same way??
thats up to you to think abt it...
the song above.. its a very nice song...
everytime i heard this song.. tears would roll down my eyes for some reason..
and i wan you to listen to it... its for you gal....

i am always thinkin of you gal...
but did you?
did u really treat me as a important person in your life??
or just there to entertain me for the sake of entertaining??

if after reading this post
and you feel that i am wrong abt everytin...
will you just let me knw??
i wish i am wrong abt wat i am thinkin...
i wish everything is fine..
i love you gal...

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Signing Off On|10/01/2008 10:07:00 AM|

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